Post by BlooRey DVD on Apr 21, 2020 8:41:44 GMT -5
Hey everyone, I hope you're all okay in this crazy, crazy world state.
First, I wanted to say that I adore each and every one of you. Even the new players that I don't know all that well yet! You're amazing, don't let anyone tell you differently! I'm wishing you nothing but good fortune and unconditional love right now, and hope you all stay happy and healthy.
Next, I want to talk about me a bit. I know I've been absolute garbage regarding the site recently, which is less than ideal. Things have been rough for various reasons over the last little while, with constant ups and downs that just sort of... Exhausted me beyond the point of proper function. As for my muse... As absolutely dramatic as this sounds, it's been in shambles since I killed off Hawkstar.
It's incredible to me how... Central one character can be, you know? He was a source of so much good in my muse, and a character that I never once struggled to write with, even at the lowest of times. If I needed to find my muse again, I would use him. Now that that's gone, I can't seem to find the rope ladder to climb out of this hole, you know? He was a part of me, perhaps to a greater extent than I realized, and his absence has been hard.
But I don't want to stay down here forever. I'm trying to find my way out, and I'm starting to think I might need help to do that. I have so many characters and plots that I love, I just... Need to get back into it, you know? That's where you lot come in. If you have ideas, or you want to move forward with something, please let me know. Post here, tag me in the Discord, DM me! Anything to get my attention, and let us talk it out.
I know we can get through this together, and I'm excited to get back to my Fate Fam properly <3
All the best,
Bloo
First, I wanted to say that I adore each and every one of you. Even the new players that I don't know all that well yet! You're amazing, don't let anyone tell you differently! I'm wishing you nothing but good fortune and unconditional love right now, and hope you all stay happy and healthy.
Next, I want to talk about me a bit. I know I've been absolute garbage regarding the site recently, which is less than ideal. Things have been rough for various reasons over the last little while, with constant ups and downs that just sort of... Exhausted me beyond the point of proper function. As for my muse... As absolutely dramatic as this sounds, it's been in shambles since I killed off Hawkstar.
It's incredible to me how... Central one character can be, you know? He was a source of so much good in my muse, and a character that I never once struggled to write with, even at the lowest of times. If I needed to find my muse again, I would use him. Now that that's gone, I can't seem to find the rope ladder to climb out of this hole, you know? He was a part of me, perhaps to a greater extent than I realized, and his absence has been hard.
But I don't want to stay down here forever. I'm trying to find my way out, and I'm starting to think I might need help to do that. I have so many characters and plots that I love, I just... Need to get back into it, you know? That's where you lot come in. If you have ideas, or you want to move forward with something, please let me know. Post here, tag me in the Discord, DM me! Anything to get my attention, and let us talk it out.
I know we can get through this together, and I'm excited to get back to my Fate Fam properly <3
All the best,
Bloo