Post by Deleted on Feb 24, 2020 18:25:07 GMT -5
Frogdung! Pinewhisker cursed, slipping on an ice patch buried beneath a few inches of snow. It was flurrying lightly in the dark, but the freezing temperatures lately had made the land in NightClan territory horribly slick. At least we could see the ice yesterday in the moonlight. Pinewhisker mused, her old bones aching slightly. The ginger she-cat’s tail flicked lightly in annoyance and embarrassment. It was late and she had already contributed a fair amount to the fresh-kill pile in camp tonight considering the weather, though a part of her enjoyed the crispness outside. Snow cleansed the world. It buried what the valley once knew with something pure and fresh, and this time of night was the most peaceful.
StarClan knows that’s what the valley needed.
The thin, elderly she-cat breathed in, pink nose dripping slightly. Snowflakes blurred before her eyes, tickling her fur and face with cold, wet taps. The war with TreeClan made a few more grey hairs sprout from her muzzle, her maw almost completely white with age. Pinewhisker sat back on her haunches, nose searching the air. Nothing, just as she had expected. The TreeClanners were likely all holed up in their dens, sleeping away a beautiful night. Her tail curled up around her paws. Pinewhisker’s green eyes closed and her lungs filled with gelid air.
What a season. She thought, ears twitching as the chill of snow melted against her skin.
“What are you doing?”
A small voice nearly made Pinewhisker jump out of her skin. She ginger senior’s pelt fluffed up, hiding her thin figure. Baypaw bounced backwards, shocked at her elder’s reaction.
“S-sorry!” Baypaw squeaked, eyes wide and ears flat against her head.
“What are you doing out here all alone?” Pinewhisker snapped angrily, swatting out at Baypaw with a hiss.
“I was with the other apprentices but I saw…” Baypaw scrunched up her nose. “Well, I can’t remember what I saw, but next thing I know I’m here with you!”
The small brown she-cat hopped over towards Pinewhisker. StarClan help me. The ginger she-cat thought, glaring at the apprentice, tail snapping in agitation. So much for a peaceful night. To share my precious time with a loner’s kitten?
Pinewhisker huffed. The last time that happened she felt senile. Compassion wasn't for her.
“Run off back to Hollystorm…” Pinewhisker growled. “Or whoever you’re supposed to be with.”
The snow was getting thicker.
“Take this to Rookshade and the elders too why don’t you.” Pinewhisker wiped a thin layer of snow off of a turtle’s shell. “Fill it with water on your way back if you can find any.”
“Yes ma'am! That’s so smart!” Baypaw barked in awe, snagging the turtle’s shell awkwardly in her jaws. “Fank eewww!” The apprentice garbled, darting off back towards camp.
There was no use in sitting back down. Her heart was still racing.
Pinewhisker lurked closer towards the TreeClan border, curiosity alight in her gaze. How did it feel, to be attacked in their own camp? They deserved it. So did any murderous clan, especially one who took an apprentice captive after killing his clanmate in cold blood.
Pinewhisker never liked Jaystep, but the tom never took a life. He didn’t have it in him in the end. She heard the story, how Jaystep had played with Gorsetail’s honor for a few moments, only to be struck down mercilessly by Lionstar. Pinewhisker shivered, feeling the weight of TreeClan’s leader crash down on her again.
No. Pinewhisker thought firmly. Gorsetail reminded Jaystep too much of his own useless son. Pinewhisker didn’t think he would take a life so lightly, for even though enmity had burned under Jaystep’s skin towards the weak, he was ultimately weak himself.
A coward to the end. Pinewhisker mused bitterly. But that made TreeClan killers and cripplers more times than she cared to count.
Rookshade didn’t seem to react to the news, to his father’s lifeless body being drug into the clearing for vigil. He just drug himself away, back to the elders den. To his nest. Baypaw had followed after him to comfort her fellow outcast. Snakeflower cries had filled the caverns of NightClan with dread.
It wasn’t the first time, and probably wouldn’t be the last. Rookshade's mind seemed as ill as his body.
Pinewhisker swallowed hoarsely. Was it her who set NightClan off on this trail of tears? Did her failure as leader entail a fate of death and hate? The energy rushed out of her limbs, but her legs still carried her closer to TreeClan, until the scent marker was at her paws in front, and unmarked territory was a step to her left. This wasn’t the first time she looked off into the distance and wondered if the world would have been better without her, but to this day, she didn't think that to be true.
Doubt killed more dreams than failure ever did, she could attest to that.
“Who’s there?” Pinewhisker hissed, nape ruffling slightly.
The ginger she-cat felt eyes bore into her pelt. The snowfall grew heavier, and dawn was not far off. She should be going back. Pinewhisker turned around, but hesitated. Part of her hoped it was TreeClan. She wasn’t dead yet, and she didn’t plan on going anytime soon. Part of her wanted to make them pay.
"Come out, whoever you are, so I can give you the death you deserve." She let out a guttural growl, slinking back towards the border.
She was left out of the last fight. There was no way she was going to back out of this one.
Abyss Fawn @zen
StarClan knows that’s what the valley needed.
The thin, elderly she-cat breathed in, pink nose dripping slightly. Snowflakes blurred before her eyes, tickling her fur and face with cold, wet taps. The war with TreeClan made a few more grey hairs sprout from her muzzle, her maw almost completely white with age. Pinewhisker sat back on her haunches, nose searching the air. Nothing, just as she had expected. The TreeClanners were likely all holed up in their dens, sleeping away a beautiful night. Her tail curled up around her paws. Pinewhisker’s green eyes closed and her lungs filled with gelid air.
What a season. She thought, ears twitching as the chill of snow melted against her skin.
“What are you doing?”
A small voice nearly made Pinewhisker jump out of her skin. She ginger senior’s pelt fluffed up, hiding her thin figure. Baypaw bounced backwards, shocked at her elder’s reaction.
“S-sorry!” Baypaw squeaked, eyes wide and ears flat against her head.
“What are you doing out here all alone?” Pinewhisker snapped angrily, swatting out at Baypaw with a hiss.
“I was with the other apprentices but I saw…” Baypaw scrunched up her nose. “Well, I can’t remember what I saw, but next thing I know I’m here with you!”
The small brown she-cat hopped over towards Pinewhisker. StarClan help me. The ginger she-cat thought, glaring at the apprentice, tail snapping in agitation. So much for a peaceful night. To share my precious time with a loner’s kitten?
Pinewhisker huffed. The last time that happened she felt senile. Compassion wasn't for her.
“Run off back to Hollystorm…” Pinewhisker growled. “Or whoever you’re supposed to be with.”
The snow was getting thicker.
“Take this to Rookshade and the elders too why don’t you.” Pinewhisker wiped a thin layer of snow off of a turtle’s shell. “Fill it with water on your way back if you can find any.”
“Yes ma'am! That’s so smart!” Baypaw barked in awe, snagging the turtle’s shell awkwardly in her jaws. “Fank eewww!” The apprentice garbled, darting off back towards camp.
There was no use in sitting back down. Her heart was still racing.
Pinewhisker lurked closer towards the TreeClan border, curiosity alight in her gaze. How did it feel, to be attacked in their own camp? They deserved it. So did any murderous clan, especially one who took an apprentice captive after killing his clanmate in cold blood.
Pinewhisker never liked Jaystep, but the tom never took a life. He didn’t have it in him in the end. She heard the story, how Jaystep had played with Gorsetail’s honor for a few moments, only to be struck down mercilessly by Lionstar. Pinewhisker shivered, feeling the weight of TreeClan’s leader crash down on her again.
No. Pinewhisker thought firmly. Gorsetail reminded Jaystep too much of his own useless son. Pinewhisker didn’t think he would take a life so lightly, for even though enmity had burned under Jaystep’s skin towards the weak, he was ultimately weak himself.
A coward to the end. Pinewhisker mused bitterly. But that made TreeClan killers and cripplers more times than she cared to count.
Rookshade didn’t seem to react to the news, to his father’s lifeless body being drug into the clearing for vigil. He just drug himself away, back to the elders den. To his nest. Baypaw had followed after him to comfort her fellow outcast. Snakeflower cries had filled the caverns of NightClan with dread.
It wasn’t the first time, and probably wouldn’t be the last. Rookshade's mind seemed as ill as his body.
Pinewhisker swallowed hoarsely. Was it her who set NightClan off on this trail of tears? Did her failure as leader entail a fate of death and hate? The energy rushed out of her limbs, but her legs still carried her closer to TreeClan, until the scent marker was at her paws in front, and unmarked territory was a step to her left. This wasn’t the first time she looked off into the distance and wondered if the world would have been better without her, but to this day, she didn't think that to be true.
Doubt killed more dreams than failure ever did, she could attest to that.
“Who’s there?” Pinewhisker hissed, nape ruffling slightly.
The ginger she-cat felt eyes bore into her pelt. The snowfall grew heavier, and dawn was not far off. She should be going back. Pinewhisker turned around, but hesitated. Part of her hoped it was TreeClan. She wasn’t dead yet, and she didn’t plan on going anytime soon. Part of her wanted to make them pay.
"Come out, whoever you are, so I can give you the death you deserve." She let out a guttural growl, slinking back towards the border.
She was left out of the last fight. There was no way she was going to back out of this one.
Abyss Fawn @zen