Post by Phoenix on Aug 19, 2014 23:28:47 GMT -5
I WISH EVERYONE WAS LOVED TONIGHT
If anyone asked, he would be the last cat to take issue with his life as a mentor. As expected, the time commitment to his duties increased exponentially as he figured out how to turn what had become everyday tasks like hunting and patrolling into interesting lessons for Pinkpaw, but he did not mind. At the very least, he figured that they were more opportunities for her to practice what she had already learned or for him to correct any mistakes he saw. He also bore no grudge against her for the relatively unreliable schedule for lessons – their ability to train was often dictated by the brightness of the sun – despite how it might inconvenience him. In his mind, it was Gorsetail’s job to be flexible where he could; in this situation, a rigid determination to train at a certain time every day, regardless of the weather conditions, would be more counterproductive than anything.
Take today, for example. A glance to the sky at the start of the day had him telling Pinkpaw that she could have the day off – he had been planning to anyway, as they had been training particularly hard the past few days, so he was not conflicted over the choice – and the subsequent unrelenting glare of the sun had him convinced even more that he had made the right decision. It had taken him the morning to stop glancing around with a racing heart the moment he noticed that he was alone, but now that his nerves finally seemed to recognize what he had constantly had to remind himself – that Pinkpaw was not missing, that he had given her a day off – he could relax and enjoy the relative freedom that came with merely being another warrior.
Even the taste of what once was barely had him longing for the simplicity of not being a mentor. Gorsetail thought that he simply enjoyed Pinkpaw’s company so much that he viewed their interactions as more of those between friends than a duty he was obligated to perform. However, there were others whom he would also like to consider friends, and he did feel rather guilty for spending such a large amount of time with one cat. He was her mentor; therefore it was right that he spend time training her, right? Still, the combined force of the guilt coiling in his gut and his genuine desire to see the other tom again had him heading off to find Sprucefur at a brisk pace.
It was still relatively early, so the warrior decided to check the den first. Tabby paws carried him across the clearing as he paused outside the entrance. A moment passed before he ducked his head and called in lightly, “Sprucefur? Are you there?”
Take today, for example. A glance to the sky at the start of the day had him telling Pinkpaw that she could have the day off – he had been planning to anyway, as they had been training particularly hard the past few days, so he was not conflicted over the choice – and the subsequent unrelenting glare of the sun had him convinced even more that he had made the right decision. It had taken him the morning to stop glancing around with a racing heart the moment he noticed that he was alone, but now that his nerves finally seemed to recognize what he had constantly had to remind himself – that Pinkpaw was not missing, that he had given her a day off – he could relax and enjoy the relative freedom that came with merely being another warrior.
Even the taste of what once was barely had him longing for the simplicity of not being a mentor. Gorsetail thought that he simply enjoyed Pinkpaw’s company so much that he viewed their interactions as more of those between friends than a duty he was obligated to perform. However, there were others whom he would also like to consider friends, and he did feel rather guilty for spending such a large amount of time with one cat. He was her mentor; therefore it was right that he spend time training her, right? Still, the combined force of the guilt coiling in his gut and his genuine desire to see the other tom again had him heading off to find Sprucefur at a brisk pace.
It was still relatively early, so the warrior decided to check the den first. Tabby paws carried him across the clearing as he paused outside the entrance. A moment passed before he ducked his head and called in lightly, “Sprucefur? Are you there?”
Gorsetail | TreeClan | Warrior | Better Days - Goo Goo Dolls
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A CHANCE THAT MAYBE WE'LL FIND BETTER DAYS