Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2013 2:23:58 GMT -5
Gentlebreeze
The Fairest in all the Clans
So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Depression. Something that was near impossible to get over. It was something that takes apart your heart, your body, your mind and your soul. You are devoured by it, consumed by and destroyed by it. Only those with enough strength, power and will can survive it's iron claws that take life like a cat takes the life of mouse. There is something to it's deep, dark depths that takes all life from a cat who was once so willing to live, so full of life and so carefree and happy. Blackness that starts at the heart and spreads like greencough to were there is nothing left but a shell of the former she-cat or tom. Dangerous and destructive. Depression.
This sad, horrible plague is now gripping the life and the mind of sweet, kind and loving Gentlebreeze. For the past two moons she has locked herself away inside the nursery, buried deep within the nest that she had cared for her only living kit. She was a stranger to the clan, weak to the sunlight and barely eating. She was thin, sickly and refused any help. She snapped at any she-cat who tried to feed her, she snapped at Littletimber when he would appear out of nowhere and try to examine her and she fiercely snapped at Lionstar when he peaked his head inside the dark nursery.
She had even gone as far to attack Lionstar.
Ever since Bugkit's disappearance, Gentlebreeze had changed. Of course, Adderstrike's temper only got worse with the bad news as well. His foul temper grew so bad that Lionstar purposefully sent him out of camp for most of the day so something wouldn't happen between the Treeclan warriors. Pineneedle was already spending the next few moons in the Medicine Cat's den because of the viper like tomcat of Treeclan. Of course, some would say Pineneedle deserved it torturing Gentlebreeze, blaming her for the death of her two stillborn kits and now the loss of Bugkit. Sunstride was sure that if Adderstrike hadn't attacked Pineneedle than Lionstar certainly would have.
Of course Adderstrike was at faults with both his liberal brother, Sunstide, and most of the clan,but he was also in a terrible position and relationship with Lionstar, though it was obvious that Gentlebreeze wasn't in a much better relationship with the tom that clearly broke her heart. It was a shock to all of the clan when the gentle hearted mother like figure of Treeclan turned and attacked Lionstar. Out of pain, out of frustration, out of a broken heart for both her missing kit and Lionstar. Moonshimmer and Sunstride had to gently pull the shattered minded queen from Lionstar.
Assumingly everyone in Treeclan had a heavy heart, an obvious unableness to help the miserable, grieving queen as she slowly sunk from pain to depression in a slowly spiraling downfall. There was nothing that anyone could possibly do, Moonshimmer and Sunstride could only be there for her, but after time, Gentlebreeze refused to speak to anyone, just silently... die.
What could anyone possibly do for a queen that had fallen down that dark hole where it was so hard to crawl back out of?
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart