A Raven's Broken Trust [ACTIVE] Apr 23, 2017 0:57:31 GMT -5
Post by Silver on Apr 23, 2017 0:57:31 GMT -5
TreeClan - Apprentice - 6 Moons
Days had passed by in a blur for the newly minted Apprentice and still all she felt was rage and betrayal and sorrow. How could he, didn't he understand? Didn't he realize how important he was? How could he put her with...with...that she-cat? She didn't know the she-cat and didn't want to. She didn't trust this clanmate of her's and refused to try. Yes that meant she was being stubborn but she'd thought...Well, it didn't matter what she thought anymore, she was stuck. Didn't he care about her anymore? What had she done wrong that he didn't want her near him? Why oh why couldn't she have stayed with Lionstar, just why?!
The still growing Apprentice stalked silently through her beloved shadows, agitation making the fur on her pelt bristle up as if she would lash out at any moment at those that might cross her path. She only wanted to talk with one tom at the moment, everyone else was just background noise in the meantime. She didn't want to be a bad Apprentice, she just...she couldn't; not with her. Not that the Warrior she'd been assigned to was a bad one, just...she couldn't really explain it. Really she just...wanted to matter to someone. Yes she was just a little Apprentice barely out of her kithood, but she wanted to matter. Yes her mother and father cared about her, but she wanted to be more than who her family was.
She'd thought Lionstar had understood her; she thought he'd...she had thought she'd mattered as a cat of his clan. Now though...now she just felt abandoned and betrayed and she had to know why. Quiet paws brought her once more to the familiar sight of Lionstar's den, he had to be here. Her voice was quiet and husky as she called out to him; hoping. "Lionstar?"
I know I'd better stop trying - You know that there's no denying - I won't show mercy on you now
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