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Post by Hellion on Nov 26, 2012 1:50:16 GMT -5
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Sitting down she nodded her head to the she-cat in greeting, unsure of how to ask the question but she just figured blurting it out would be easiest, rip it out like a thorn she thought to herself.
"I know we aren't very close cat but I wanted to ask you something very personal. Falconleap looked down and took in a deep breath mustering all her courage.
"How did you know you loved Warhawk." She asked, lowering her gaze to the ground, ears bent back in embarrassment.
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Post by Fawn on Nov 26, 2012 2:15:13 GMT -5
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Wow. Falconleap hadn't been kidding when she'd said it was a personal question. Rather than be offended by her deputy's words, however, Pyrelight was thoughtful, and felt a mixture of warmth and sadness that would've been hard to describe, even if she had the silver tongue of a hundred poets. "Well," she began, her tail wrapping around her paws as she gazed upon the elegant she-cat with her own soft hazel stare. "I knew I loved Thornfang the moment I saw that cat he really was. After I learned how our Clan was not so friendly with outsiders, and how it would've been a possible waste of herbs to take me in and try to heal me, but Thornfang did it anyway... That alone made me admire him, and he was my mentor for a short while. He was so different from the others, so...kind, even though most of the Clan knew him for his lack of kindness on the battlefield." She paused, looking skyward as though to glimpse him there in silverpelt, though the sun was shining. Pyrelight was really gathering her strength, her voice soft, though emotional.
"He hung the stars and the moon in the sky in my eyes," breathed the long-haired she-cat, her eyes sad but full of love and warmth. "When my day didn't seem right unless I had seen him, when everything was going wrong and just a word from him would cheer me up - when I could barely breathe when he's gone, I knew I loved him then. When someone becomes your world without your permission, and things just fall into place, that's how I knew." [/style] [STYLE=font-family: arial black; letter-spacing: -2px; font-size: 25px; color: F4A460; letter-spacing: -2px; -webkit-transform: rotate(90deg); -moz-transform: rotate(90deg); -o-transform: rotate(90deg); margin-right: -450px; margin-top: -70px;]StoneClan ~ Queen ~ Mother of Four [/style]
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Post by Hellion on Nov 26, 2012 2:37:48 GMT -5
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If some tragedy became of Vultureback her world would crumble into a heap of new future. In those words spoken by the queen, Falconleap felt it in her heart that she loved him with every fiber of her being. Glancing outward in a shared moment of silence that Falconleap felt she owed Pyrelight, she saw the four bundles that played, well three of them played together while a tom-kit say alone just watching them. Falconleap wanted to picture herself with Vultureback but something came in the way, where would they be? Would she leave StoneClan to be with him? That thought crossed her mind the other day when they found each other against Tumblefur, but she thought of him joining StoneClan. Would he? She doubt that, the tom had to many ties there, Yellowbelly his apprentice were like siblings, Lillypaw and Tricklepaw needed him, she wouldn't dare ask anything like of of the warrior.
Looking down again she looked up at Pyrelight and felt a flood of emotions rarely expressed by the StoneClan deputy that she couldn't even control herself. "I love a RainClan warrior. I can't tell you his name because Tumblefur already has it out for him, but I just need to tell someone. Pyrelight what should I do? As you may know I don't have many friends, I've never been the outgoing she-cat everyone thinks me to be. I work and work all day from sun up to sun down. I treat StoneClan as if everyone were my kits and that throws out the possibility of finding a mate here. I'm just not the she-cat StoneClan toms look for, but Thornfang found you and you two were so much in love. I admit I envy you so much Pyrelight." Falconleap paused for a moment but her emotions were flooding with no chance in stopping. "I want a family, a tom by my side and kits to raise. I didn't think that as a warrior of 43 moons I'd be without a mate and a family of my own. I feel like a little rock in a mighty river, that while all the other rocks are gathering at the bottom, I keep floating to another place, a new home." Falonleap inhaled deeply and looked down, dropping her head to rest on her paws, now extended, her bright green eyes glancing upward to see if Pyrelight was shocked or ready to lash at her to get a hold of herself. [/style] [STYLE=overflow: hidden; background-color: #280f14; width: 390px; color: #6d3943; font-family: arial narrow; font-size: 15px; text-transform: uppercase; height: 15px; text-align: center;] [/style] [STYLE=float: left; background-color: #280f14; width: 100px; color: #f0e3e3; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 10px; letter-spacing: 1px; margin-top: -18px; padding-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 5px; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: center; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 20px; -moz-border-bottom-right-radius: 20px; border-bottom-right-radius: 20px; -webkit-border-bottom-left-radius: 20px; -moz-border-bottom-left-radius: 20px; border-bottom-left-radius: 20px;]words:
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Post by Fawn on Nov 26, 2012 3:01:16 GMT -5
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Pyrelight was quiet for a little while. She was mulling over the deputy's words in her head - she had to admit, she was just as surprised by everything the she-cat had said as she was to the fact that Falconleap had no friends. "I'd call myself your friend," said Pyrelight, her hazel eyes flickering pensively. What should I do? asked the deputy, her world clearly torn between love of Clan and love of a cat in a different Clan, and both kinds of love could be equally as strong. Unfortunately, rarely did they exist together and the relationship end happily.
The queen drew in a breath, letting it out slowly. "I'm afraid you'll have to choose, Falconleap, which one means more to you. It's an awful thing, to have to pick between your Clan and a cat you love, but..." Thinking of her own struggles, of all that had come to pass before she had at last settled into StoneClan, she mewed out softly; "you cannot have a paw in two places. Especially if you want kits."
She recognized that feeling of 'floating from place to place', kind of like a leaf caught in the wind, or a seed that couldn't land long enough to take root and really grow into something special. She had felt it with the Tribe, and only when she had been chased by a rapid, foaming cat who had once been a good friend and taken here, did she truly feel at home. "You might not like it, but you may want to consider really thinking about what StoneClan means to you, and if you consider it your home. StoneClan doesn't deserve a deputy who dedicate herself wholly to the Clan's well being."
With only honesty behind her words, Pyrelight quietly hoped the tabby she-cat would not take it the wrong way or feel like it was a personal attack. Opting to be the voice of reason in times like this, Pyrelight remained quiet, awaiting the she-cat's response.
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Post by Hellion on Nov 28, 2012 2:06:23 GMT -5
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"When I figure out where I'm going to be next season I will personally tell Fallingstar why I am leaving. As for you Pyrelight, I know you are a good mother and dear friend and if I'm no longer your deputy please know that I'm happy where ever I am. I did not leave StoneClan because I stop loving it, I left StoneClan because I started to love someone else, someone who treated me fairly all the time, not just when I was needed." She paused and rose up, flicking her tail she dipped her head but paused before leaving.
"If I do leave, I'll have a favor to ask of you if you don't mind, but I'm not ready to ask it now." She said calmly and left.
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Post by Fawn on Nov 28, 2012 18:44:46 GMT -5
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While Pyrelight was grateful that Falconleap was taking this as seriously as it needed to be taken, she felt a pang of regret and worry in her belly over the whole ordeal. StoneClan was about to lose their deputy, weren't they? There were many many cats in the Clan who would not take this favorably, who were going to view this as the ultimate betrayal. Pyrelight couldn't help but inwardly wonder as she watched the tabby she-cat walk away, was it worth it? Had she been in Falconleap's position, and Warhawk had been in another Clan, would she be caught in the same position? would she have made the same choice?
Without a glance back.
Expression growing grim, the she-cat wrapped her tail around her paws, her gaze softly swiveling around to study the four kittens playing happily in the nursery just behind her. Though that favor of Falconleap's - the unknown - put her on edge, Pyrelight silently vowed to comply with whatever the she-cat asked of her. It could very well be the last order she ever accepted from the elegant tabby deputy.
"Good luck." she breathed, the chilly wind rustling the fur along her throat, but unable to penetrate the dense fur. "And may StarClan be kind."
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