Post by Deleted on Aug 12, 2017 20:47:42 GMT -5
We must build dikes of courage to hold back the flood of fear.
Pinestar had decided to push the sunhigh patrol to dusk. It was just too hot outside of Nightclan's caves, and the last thing she wanted was to put her warriors in weather not even she was comfortable withstanding. The canopies of evergreens blocked a lot of light, but heat and humidity collected beneath the boughs like ditches in a downpour, overflowing with waves of warmth. Even after the sun dipped below the horizon, the earth radiated hotly, and unlike many nights before, the winds were absent. The earth was still.
A stuffy, swampy heat lingered, but the more Pinestar walked, the less she noticed. By the time they reached the TreeClan border, the ground had cooled significantly. The sun's hot breath was rapidly stifled by darkness and the waxing moon's cool glow. It was almost time for the gathering. Pinestar's first gathering addressing all the clans as leader of Nightclan.
She would be a liar if she denied the anticipation she felt rushing through her veins.
The ginger she-cat was accompanied by Honeywhisker, Briarthroat, and Ivyshade. Three healthy Nightclan warriors would be plenty enough for the patrol. It did feel weird, knowing that Honeywhisker and Briarthroat were here senior, though her confidence didn't wane like it used to. There was no more concern that she didn't deserve leadership, as if it was a gift to be given. No, that phase had passed. Now clan meetings were routine. She addressed responsibilities in a professional and assertive manner, and frankly, the clan seemed to be more drawn to her as a leader, respectful of her in a sense when she acted so. Yes, almost all of her friends seemed less like friends the more time slipped by, but...
Pinestar knew there were sacrifices when she accepted her nine lives. More than anything, she recognized that her time as leader has hardened her character. She wasn't nearly as lax and carefree as she used to be, and that piece of her past personality attracted a certain crowd of cats that she now found avoided her presence. For the most part. She was grateful for Foxfern, an amazing partner that seemed to always be there for her when she needed her. Pinestar was always able to confide in her deputy, and she felt like they were growing into a formidable team, but she couldn't help but fall victim to wistfulness.
She didn't necessarily miss having friends; she missed being a friend.
"So, now that we've reached the border unscathed by sun, who wants to lead the patrol?"
The words fell out, almost hopefully. She didn't always want to be followed, and to her relief, the youngest of them all perked her ears and took the lead eagerly. Ivyshade strutted down the Deer Path towards the Rainclan border, obviously proud that she was leading such an experienced group of warriors, and even Nightclan's leader herself!
Pinestar slipped between Honeywhisker and Briarthroat, letting out a sigh of relief.
"How are you two faring?" She meowed, hoping to break the ice.
51 Moons - Leader - NightClan
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